Far from lonely and it's all that I've got.

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-07-02T20:16:00

2005-07-03T00:17:53Z

I missed you, LiveJournal..

and alot has changed.

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-04-22T16:35:00

2005-04-22T20:34:50Z

there's something about sleeping with the windows open that puts me in a good mood. there's something about knowing there is someone for everyone that makes me excited, excited to wait patiently for that someone. there's something about having a text in the morning when i wake up that says "good morning : )" that makes me smile because i know someone was thinking about me. there's something about listening to Something Corporate that makes my heart skip a beat. there's something about listening to Konstantine that makes me cry. there's something about hearing certain peoples voices before i go to sleep that makes me smile. there's something about your screen name that makes me get all tingly.

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-04-07T17:49:00

2005-04-07T21:50:47Z

What would you say if I told you I ate a whole carton of oreo icecream?
I'd say fuck you 'cause I still weigh less than 115 pounds. Ha! =)

Terrible mood today- boo.

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-04-06T15:51:00

2005-04-06T19:53:11Z

Today's my birthday! =)

My best friend is better than yours!
her info:

"happy sweet sixteen cortney! you're my
best best best friend :-D but you knew that.
mwahaha. I hope you have an awesome
birthday, and I'll see you in eleven days. :-)
and we'll go get your ice cream cone. haha
I love you so much, best friendssssssss <3"
- - My number one! =)

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-04-05T21:24:00

2005-04-06T01:25:11Z

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW! (WEDNESDAY!) =)

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-04-04T17:48:00

2005-04-04T22:10:04Z

I've come to realize that there's no such thing as trust..

Wednesday! the big 1-6.

I LOVE EVERYTHING. but not you hahaha.

2005-03-20T00:29:14Z

Saturday-Thursday: Hung out with my boyyy <3 he makes me incredibly happy. I love this genuine smile. Also hung out with Dan Thursday, but he got his car taken away so there will be no more of that.

Friday- Absolutely nothing. Caught up on sleep, that's it.

Today (Saturday): Worked 8-11. Then went to the dentist to find out I have FOUR more cavities so once these are filled (which will be April 12th..) I will have NINE fillings in my mouth. Soo disgusting. So then Adam came over.. We played DDR, I schooled him (haha right), and we played pool. Yeah I wooped him at that too. No not even close, he owns at pool and DDR. That's one skilled kid. Then Mr. Makani did the nicest thing for me! He ripped out a whole bunch of pages from my agenda and brought them home to burn them. Forget the past <3 that's right. Thanks Adam!

Tomorrow: I think some of us are going to Franklin or the high school courts to play tennis? Not sure yet though. AND my boy is coming home from the ski trip that he took.

he is amazing. the greatest friend of all time! =)

I'm far from lonely<3

2005-03-18T02:30:54Z

Ryan makes me so unbelievably happy and I love spending time with him <3
Super happy to the max X 593 =D

Mr. Makani is coming over Saturday, March 19th
right after my dentist appointment. I am so pumped!

20 days til the big one-six..WOOO!

Life is amazing. =)

I'm falling so fast for you..

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-03-12T18:02:00

2005-03-12T23:03:06Z

aww shit- it is with a "k"

KONSTANTINE! love<3

I'm slipping in between you and your big dreams..

2005-03-04T19:19:03Z

"and if I hurt you then I'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy,
and then you bring me home
we both know what it's like to be alone and
I'm dreaming in your living room,
but we don't have much room to live.."

"I always catch the clock its 11:11
and now you want to talk,
it's not hard to dream you'll always be my Constantine.."

"and you kiss me in your living room,
and you know you miss me in your living room,
'cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room.."

-Constantine.

This is it- No more drama.

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-03-01T21:47:00

2005-03-02T02:54:22Z

Mr. Makani is a very nice boy and I like having him as my friend- alot. =) Also, we will be hanging out soon. Hopefully.

mm friday! =D can't wait.
You're amazing<3

Life is so good.

So happy =)

2005-02-26T13:59:37Z

Everything is going so well =) I couldn't ask for things to be better!

Brinny- best friends forever<3 my number one.

I need more sour straws from the gas station near the movie theatre.

Well-

2005-02-22T04:05:02Z

Scary monster. Roar =)

So effin' happy! =)

2005-02-15T00:51:56Z

Thursday-Monday..
Best days ever<3

you make me smile with my heart.=)

Ps. Brinny is my best friend and my new favorite color is brown. but not shit brown like Brinny's other friend :-x

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-02-12T21:58:00

2005-02-13T02:59:39Z

Oh my<3

I love being happy =)

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-02-11T14:24:00

2005-02-11T19:26:33Z

Well- Wednesday was a good night =)

Monday is Valentines Day. I </3>The highlight of my entry..</b>

BRINNNNNNNNNY. my bestestest friend ever whom no one will ever replace and she is there for me through everything and she's only mean to me when i call her a poser even tho i was kidding and then she was nice to me cause' she loves me and I am her bestfriend. Woo Brinny =D

let_me_jam_you @ 2005-02-08T14:24:00

2005-02-08T19:26:27Z

Cool- I love being single..
(Note the sarcasm)

I miss you like crazy </3

Ps. My computer's fixed.

Golly Gee..

2005-01-07T01:03:39Z

Alright well nothings really been happening. Jonathan came home but that was 3 days ago.. We hung out Wednesday, today was a snow day, and I'm going to Jonathan's house again tomorrow. I looove him sooo much! =) So things between us have been pretty good. I'm soo happy- Ohh can't forget. I gave him the grumpy guy rock! =) now he can never be a grump =D I'm working Saturday and then probably relaxing and then Sunday I'm working and Jonathan's coming over for dinner..too bad my sister and mom will be at the field hockey banquet..odd =\

I like my new layout..but I need to fix the enrties. They're covering the beautiful picture<3 I loove Bright Eyes!

The OC is coming on! Woop- Seth Cohan*

LMAO

2005-01-04T02:25:51Z

Okay, my sister had to do a spanish project and for part of it she had to have a picture of her friends family. Well, we didn't have a picture of her friends family so we found one on google. Her friend has a dad, a mom, and a little brother so we needed a dad, mom, girl, and little boy. we found a dad a mom and 2 girls so we substituted a little boy in for one of the girls and we called it her family. This is our conversation and how it came out..

Nvr Ending Trial (9:12:15 PM): wanna see your family for renas spanish project?
xKris13tinaX (9:12:20 PM): chaha sure
Nvr Ending Trial (9:12:26 PM): connect
xKris13tinaX wants to directly connect (9:12:40 PM).
xKris13tinaX is now directly connected (9:12:41 PM).
Nvr Ending Trial (9:12:44 PM):
xKris13tinaX (9:13:05 PM): hahahaha fuck her.. i aint no chinq
Nvr Ending Trial (9:13:11 PM): hahahaha
Nvr Ending Trial (9:13:16 PM): we're DYING over here laughing
xKris13tinaX (9:13:32 PM): hahahahahhaha.. why is my bro not a chinq
Nvr Ending Trial (9:13:37 PM): gagagagag'
xKris13tinaX (9:13:39 PM): and my dad and mom and me are:-P
Nvr Ending Trial (9:13:40 PM): hahahaa
xKris13tinaX (9:13:48 PM): is he addopted?
Nvr Ending Trial (9:14:12 PM): no we had to put a boy in cause there was a girl there origanally
xKris13tinaX (9:14:18 PM): hahaha oic
xKris13tinaX (9:15:41 PM): eww..i have a nasty family
Nvr Ending Trial (9:15:49 PM): we like it:-)
xKris13tinaX (9:16:02 PM): hahahahahah me too:-P:-P.. its aawweesome

Oh darling..

2005-01-01T03:00:22Z

I miss my boy like crazy! <33 =(

2 hours and 9 minutes til' 2005. Who cares?

I hung out with Brinny yesterday-this afternoon. I <3 her =)

Ps. She hogs the blankets!

Well, let me tell you..

2004-12-23T02:01:05Z

Christmas is almost here and I don't know if I'm ready..I don't know if I'm ready for a whole new year, new resolutions, and the frosty air of January. It doesn't feel like I've accomplished much this year, I guess I'll try harder in the year awaiting our arrival.

I can't wait to see people make rediculous resolutions that they swear to keep, and then a week into the new year they give up. This is the reason why our world today is pathetic, because people make goals for themselves and never follow through.."it's too hard" they say..Well, there has to be a little difficulty in everything we do, so get over it and move on..

So, Jonathan's in Texas til' the 3rd and I'm missing him terribly. I guess I'll just spend the whole vacation at my dad's house, I'll just come home for weekends to work..There's no point in being in this horrid town when I don't need to be..

I can't wait to see Brinny..I<3her.
I love you soooooo much Jonathan<3 I miss you like crazy*

umm..

2004-12-17T21:21:49Z

so I'm pretty upset right now..I really hate when people act differently around their friends. =\

So, I got my haircut last saturday, but I failed to mention that to Brinny, so now she knows haha.. 5 inches off. =(

Today: I had school- then I came home. Mm yeah..

So tomorrow: I was supposed to hang out with Brinny- but I'm not lol.. So I have to work from 8-12, then I'm going to Jonathan's..then we're going to his grampa guys house to have Jonathan's early Christmas thing and his grampa guys birthday. That should be fun..yeah that's it I guess..

Then Sunday: I have to work from 8:30-12 and then yeah..not sure yet. I wannnna go to the mall or something..I haven't gone shopping in forever and I need some more screened tees.

Well, Jonathan's leaving this Wednesday morning..that sucks..he won't be back til' forever =( but yeah. umm thats it. Comment<3

It's new! Check it outtttt<3

2004-12-14T23:30:20Z

I like my new layout! =)

I loooooooove my boy..
You're super amazing baby <3

Ps. Brinny is my bff, I <3 her, and we WILL hang out over vaca..awwww yeah! =)

Oh my!

2004-12-13T23:09:05Z

I haven't updated in a while so here it goes..

Oddly enough, today went rather well. I went to Jonathan's after school and everything is absolutely great!

So, I'm almost done Christmas shopping, I just need to pick up a few more things. The 18th Jonathan is having an early Christmas with his family up here since he won't be here for Christmas. Unfortunately, I had to cancel plans with Brinny for that day so I could go to Jonathan's thing but thats okay cause' Brinny would have had to cancel anyways so everything's just fine.
Mm- I'm going to have to work this weekend so I don't know whats going on for hanging out yet, that kinda sucks..I wanna go to the movies or something. I guess thats it- Comment<3

I would have made this friends only, but I need to find a friends only sign first.

let_me_jam_you @ 2004-12-06T20:23:00

2004-12-07T01:21:38Z

Dear Everyone,
I'm going to make my journal friends only.
let me know if you want to be added.
Love always,
Me.

Ps. I never want to lose you* My one and only <3